Hesitate

(C) Shelsey Jarvis (lyrics), Jerry Fielden (music) 2005 SOCAN

I know you're watching, waiting to see
if I'll come to life eventually
Intently you look, I want to oblige
wanting to give in to you

The thoughts in my head are conflicting
who's to decide how the story ends?
 

CHORUS:

I hesitate, can't take the pain again
I'm still nursing my scars
so frustrating, rejecting the one
I know will be my cure
 

I feel your hand on my face
wonder if it's the last time
bracing for the earthquake between
me and my mind

The things I feel so complicated
wanting you so much I hate it

We're not safe in here
we're not alone
shut the door on the others
we'll call this home